Wednesday, January 19, 2011

My first blog - My first post

First off I want to say after reading Laura Lemke's "I regret that I ever made you smile" entry I was inspired to start writting. So props to my Marylin Monroe.

I have many, many.. many thoughts so I have no idea where to begin. I guess I'll introduce myself. Many of who will read this may think they know me but really have no idea who I am, so I'll set the record straight for yous :) My name is Katey, Kate, Katherine, Bitch, Dumb Blonde, Beautiful.. Any of those will do. I live in Niagara Falls going on 21 years now. It's a love/hate relationship with this place. I have many acquaintances few true friends. I'm a very outgoing & outspoken person. Many of you confuse those two O's with the words Bitch or Crazy.. or both. Which is why I take being called those names as a compliment. A lot of people can't handle when a woman has an oppinion so they try to break her down and shut her up. Sorry, doesn't work for me.. I just use it as amo and keep going. Although I have a tough exterior I am sensitive on the inside. I promise, I do have feelings. I haven't always been this way though. I've went through a lot to get where I am today. I used to be shy, a push over and a prude. I would like to take the time to thank everyone who has hurt me, tore me down and broke my heart. You've all made me into the independent woman I am today. 

Anyone see "Easy A"? I'm pretty sure someone stalked out my life for the last 3 years and wrote that movie about me. My favorite line of the movie: "I really like him.. And I think I might lose my virginity to him.. It might be 5 mintues from now, it might be tonight or it might be on our wedding night. But most importantly it's none of your goddamn business." Reminds me so much of myself and the guy that I really like. I've finally found someone who likes quoting movie lines as much as I do, and actually knows what I'm talking about 95% of the time when stupid shit comes out of my mouth and can laugh right along with me. Might not be important to some people but to me I consider him a keeper. I don't need much in life to keep me satisfied. I just need to laugh, all I want is for someone to be able to laugh with and to be with someone who I know deep down cares about me as much as I care about him. And I've found that <3

My life motto: Everything happens for a reason. So I don't regret any of the mistakes I've made, or dated ;) It's all made me who I am today. I try not to live with regrets because everything you've done in life was exactly what you wanted at that time.
That's all for now, Ciao loves